Saturday, May 30, 2009
Hmm long time no see yaaaaa :)
i don't have much time to write here, too tired after comin' home. always like that 'til sumtime i forgot to change my uniform. WTH......?!
well, i dunno bout my feelin' now. everything going to be complicated and blur. i dunno what should i do and how to solve it. ima just affraid if someone judge me without know the REAL! i hate it! they looks like a GOSIPERS~ hell yeaaaaa.. i don't wanna thinking too much 'cause i got fuckin' headache everymorning and it made me can't concentrate at all. zanti said that i got 'kurang darah'. but dunno~ hmm. ima trying to don't care anymore with other problem arround me, it just makin' me get more more more headache. maybe i didn't have much time to dry my hair every morning, then i got supaaaa headache.
i don't have much time to write here, too tired after comin' home. always like that 'til sumtime i forgot to change my uniform. WTH......?!
well, i dunno bout my feelin' now. everything going to be complicated and blur. i dunno what should i do and how to solve it. ima just affraid if someone judge me without know the REAL! i hate it! they looks like a GOSIPERS~ hell yeaaaaa.. i don't wanna thinking too much 'cause i got fuckin' headache everymorning and it made me can't concentrate at all. zanti said that i got 'kurang darah'. but dunno~ hmm. ima trying to don't care anymore with other problem arround me, it just makin' me get more more more headache. maybe i didn't have much time to dry my hair every morning, then i got supaaaa headache.
what we could have been, 10:20 AM.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
'bout 2 days ago i suddenly miss him so badly and luckily my lovely classmates gimme lotta amuse. lotta thankies for you, fellas!
semalem ada film tarzan! aaaaaa sumpah kangen bgt udah lama ga nonton film itu! dulu waktu kecil gw sering bgt nntn film tarzan, trus maen game2 petualangan tarzan di PS. ahahahha. kmaren ada di global TV dan gw terlambat setengah jam nntn film'nya. huh. jadi aja lupa2 inget ceritanya. Org pertama yg gw kabarin suruh nntn film itu adalah Karin! gatau knp pgn nyuruh org2 nntn. trus gw sms beberapa org lagi termasuk pandu. gw kira dia ga akan bales, taunya bales juga. udah lama banget ga sms'an sama dia, tapi seperti biasa gw lebih memilih ga bales sms dia yg terakhir. gw gamau berlama2 membahagiakan diri sendiri tapi ujung2nya gw yang akan susah/sedih sendiri. i just trying so hardly to recover all this apart.
well, ujung2nya gw malah sms'an sm org, trus ngegosip sama karin, jadi aja makin ga jelas nntn film'nya. untung si yaqfi janji mau beliin DVD'nya. asiiiiiiiiiik! harus secepatnya nonton.
by the way, i just wanna giving lotta thankies for my friends yesterday who stayed arround me and giving me some happily. thank you so much!
semalem ada film tarzan! aaaaaa sumpah kangen bgt udah lama ga nonton film itu! dulu waktu kecil gw sering bgt nntn film tarzan, trus maen game2 petualangan tarzan di PS. ahahahha. kmaren ada di global TV dan gw terlambat setengah jam nntn film'nya. huh. jadi aja lupa2 inget ceritanya. Org pertama yg gw kabarin suruh nntn film itu adalah Karin! gatau knp pgn nyuruh org2 nntn. trus gw sms beberapa org lagi termasuk pandu. gw kira dia ga akan bales, taunya bales juga. udah lama banget ga sms'an sama dia, tapi seperti biasa gw lebih memilih ga bales sms dia yg terakhir. gw gamau berlama2 membahagiakan diri sendiri tapi ujung2nya gw yang akan susah/sedih sendiri. i just trying so hardly to recover all this apart.
well, ujung2nya gw malah sms'an sm org, trus ngegosip sama karin, jadi aja makin ga jelas nntn film'nya. untung si yaqfi janji mau beliin DVD'nya. asiiiiiiiiiik! harus secepatnya nonton.
by the way, i just wanna giving lotta thankies for my friends yesterday who stayed arround me and giving me some happily. thank you so much!
what we could have been, 9:31 AM.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
TB TB TB TORCH
*SHOW CANON
We're TORCH the mighty one!
Say red BLUE and yellow! Red BLUE and yellow!
and we are TORCH!
We're in the move and in the grove to rock to the top
rock to the top!
rock to the top!
TORCH gonna make your body rock!
*TWO TOUCH
*EIGHTY (half full half)
*MOTION 1
*FULL CANON
*MOTION 2
*MOTION 3
*SHOW CANON
We're TORCH the mighty one!
Say red BLUE and yellow! Red BLUE and yellow!
and we are TORCH!
We're in the move and in the grove to rock to the top
rock to the top!
rock to the top!
TORCH gonna make your body rock!
*TWO TOUCH
*EIGHTY (half full half)
*MOTION 1
*FULL CANON
*MOTION 2
*MOTION 3
what we could have been, 8:26 AM.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
What the hell tday? my gooooooooooosh! too many think that couldn't forget so easily.
start from ima too nervous b4 cheers perform 'cause teh femmy add a new dance (im affraid if i'll forget). and then the result is.. .. .. our perform is @#$(*&%^)@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$# (mean: KACAU!) No prob, that's our 1st time perform w/ the new dance position. okay, saturday will be better, i promise!
honesty, tmorrow i still can't ready to meet her, how far i tried to abandon, the hurtness will never recover! swt swt swt sigh!
well, this's my current song.
VIERRA-BERSAMAMU
Memandang wajahmu cerah, membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu.. .. ..
Ku tak akan berubah, ku tak ingin kau pergi selamanya.
Oooo..
Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu..
Sampai nanti akan slalu bersama dirimu..
Saat bersamamu kasih, kumerasa bahagia. Dalam pelukmu..
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu.. .. ..
Ku tak akan berubah, ku tak ingin kau pergi slamanya.
Ooooo..
Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu..
Sampai nanti akan slalu bersama dirimu..
Seperti yang kau katakana, kau akan slalu ada..
(kau akan slalu ada) ooo
Menjagaku memeluk diriku, dengan cintamu.. dengan cintamu..
Oooo..
Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu..
Sampai nanti akan slalu bersama dirimu..
Saat bersamamu kasih, kumerasa bahagia, dalam pelukmu..
start from ima too nervous b4 cheers perform 'cause teh femmy add a new dance (im affraid if i'll forget). and then the result is.. .. .. our perform is @#$(*&%^)@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$# (mean: KACAU!) No prob, that's our 1st time perform w/ the new dance position. okay, saturday will be better, i promise!
honesty, tmorrow i still can't ready to meet her, how far i tried to abandon, the hurtness will never recover! swt swt swt sigh!
well, this's my current song.
VIERRA-BERSAMAMU
Memandang wajahmu cerah, membuatku tersenyum senang
Indah dunia
Tentu saja kita pernah mengalami perbedaan
Kita lalui
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu.. .. ..
Ku tak akan berubah, ku tak ingin kau pergi selamanya.
Oooo..
Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu..
Sampai nanti akan slalu bersama dirimu..
Saat bersamamu kasih, kumerasa bahagia. Dalam pelukmu..
Tapi aku merasa jatuh terlalu dalam cintamu.. .. ..
Ku tak akan berubah, ku tak ingin kau pergi slamanya.
Ooooo..
Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu..
Sampai nanti akan slalu bersama dirimu..
Seperti yang kau katakana, kau akan slalu ada..
(kau akan slalu ada) ooo
Menjagaku memeluk diriku, dengan cintamu.. dengan cintamu..
Oooo..
Ku kan setia menjagamu, bersama dirimu dirimu..
Sampai nanti akan slalu bersama dirimu..
Saat bersamamu kasih, kumerasa bahagia, dalam pelukmu..
what we could have been, 8:21 PM.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
WHAT THE HELL MAN?! SHIT! prefer to don't open facebook for a while if i'll meet people who will makin' my mood so fuckin' badly! i hate it! my gooooosh what the hell is happening?! aaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh my heart on fire. i wanna scream as loud as i can. i wanna make them GET OUT from my life! i wanna make them DO NOT SHOW THEIR FACE AGAIN IN FRONT OF ME! yee how egoism me? i don't care! i just hate them too much. hate them to makin my heart too hurting without realize it! i hate them. I'm so furious *sigh* too furious!
I HATE THEM to makin' me feeling so badly everyday.
I HATE THEM to laugh without knowing what the hell they did to me.
I HATE THEM whatever they do! fak -.-
I HATE THEM when their smile and talk so easily and happily to me. shiiit! you're two face guys! all of you ARE ON PROCESSING to feel what i feel b4. sorry, that's not my wishes, i never thinking the revenge! that's revenge from God, not from me. Be patient yaa, and you'll see how hurting is it!
God, let me forget it! please. let me have a super happy single day! i just need my best friends for now. to share anything, to share what i feel. to carry me when i cry. to supporting me. i hate being whiny everyday -.-
I HATE THEM to makin' me feeling so badly everyday.
I HATE THEM to laugh without knowing what the hell they did to me.
I HATE THEM whatever they do! fak -.-
I HATE THEM when their smile and talk so easily and happily to me. shiiit! you're two face guys! all of you ARE ON PROCESSING to feel what i feel b4. sorry, that's not my wishes, i never thinking the revenge! that's revenge from God, not from me. Be patient yaa, and you'll see how hurting is it!
God, let me forget it! please. let me have a super happy single day! i just need my best friends for now. to share anything, to share what i feel. to carry me when i cry. to supporting me. i hate being whiny everyday -.-
what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
Hello Blogger! long time no see yaa :)
Yesterday i got super fabulous day. yeeee thanks God!
Sumpah ga nyangka bangeeeet! final futsal cewe 2c vs 2a dimenangkan oleh 2c (kelas gw!) eaaa. Secara 2a dimata org2 bner2 kuat dan punya pemain2 yg oke punya. eaaa berasa promosi. Tapi serius, 2a emng maen'nya keren biasanya. Biar ujung2nya ada yg ngomong "yah menang 2-1 doang, d kira brapa" gpp lah. yg penting MENANG! Tu org yg ngomong ga liat aja gmn permainannya. Ky yg gampang aja nyetak gol. Dan ga disangka2 final bola cowo 2c MENANG jugaaaaa! sama2 2-1 lagi. parah kompak abis :P
Well, kemarin gw maen di rumah Widya sampe malem. Kita makan martabak+Ngegosip bareng Tami juga. Hampir seharian dengerin lagu Vierra yg Perih. (widya cinta bgt dah sm lagu itu) Ternyata oh ternyata enak juga lagunya! (sekarang aja lagi gw dengerin). Tiba2 widya nanya, "Cin, gmn awalnya bisa jadi sm si mototo?" *nama disamarkan* shit man iyuuugh abis man.
Tiba2 ingatan gw menerawang, mengingat kejadian2 sekitar hmm.. 7 / 8 bulan lalu, Pas hari pertama banget gw kenal dia dan gw langsung melakukan banyak hal bareng, dari pagi sampe malem.
-rumah pula
-Mabal sekolah
-Kawah putih
-Cus
-Kembang api
-Bukit bintang
-Madtari
-Loli cola di CK
to be continue.
(i must prepare for chrs. We have extra time for prepare the show on May 20th. Wish us luck!)
Yesterday i got super fabulous day. yeeee thanks God!
Sumpah ga nyangka bangeeeet! final futsal cewe 2c vs 2a dimenangkan oleh 2c (kelas gw!) eaaa. Secara 2a dimata org2 bner2 kuat dan punya pemain2 yg oke punya. eaaa berasa promosi. Tapi serius, 2a emng maen'nya keren biasanya. Biar ujung2nya ada yg ngomong "yah menang 2-1 doang, d kira brapa" gpp lah. yg penting MENANG! Tu org yg ngomong ga liat aja gmn permainannya. Ky yg gampang aja nyetak gol. Dan ga disangka2 final bola cowo 2c MENANG jugaaaaa! sama2 2-1 lagi. parah kompak abis :P
Well, kemarin gw maen di rumah Widya sampe malem. Kita makan martabak+Ngegosip bareng Tami juga. Hampir seharian dengerin lagu Vierra yg Perih. (widya cinta bgt dah sm lagu itu) Ternyata oh ternyata enak juga lagunya! (sekarang aja lagi gw dengerin). Tiba2 widya nanya, "Cin, gmn awalnya bisa jadi sm si mototo?" *nama disamarkan* shit man iyuuugh abis man.
Tiba2 ingatan gw menerawang, mengingat kejadian2 sekitar hmm.. 7 / 8 bulan lalu, Pas hari pertama banget gw kenal dia dan gw langsung melakukan banyak hal bareng, dari pagi sampe malem.
-rumah pula
-Mabal sekolah
-Kawah putih
-Cus
-Kembang api
-Bukit bintang
-Madtari
-Loli cola di CK
to be continue.
(i must prepare for chrs. We have extra time for prepare the show on May 20th. Wish us luck!)
what we could have been, 6:59 AM.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
BURNING THE MEMORIES!
Well that's title of a day. I did many activities. hopefully tomorrow i can do my best for final futsal 2c! gogogo 2c! aaa gimme xtra energy for torch! i gettin' more interest 'cause we already have a concept and that's fabulous (wishing!)
i getting stress out w/ all material that i hadn't get the minimum target. so i must hard work to make it better AS SOON AS POSIBLE. what the hell shit! i can't hang out again, maybe it better for a while til' we get finish the last fvckin' examination.
BURNING THE MEMORIES!
BURNING THE MEMORIES!
BURNING THE MEMORIES!
BURNING THE MEMORIES!
it shouldly i do, BURNING THE MEMORIES!
burning all, delete 3940 messages. too hurtness. too many misunderstanding.
and tears in the night, i promise w/ myself that it will not run out again!
i don't wanna be the only one who stuck in one way, everything in the past is NOTHING! don't look behind and u'll happy everytime.
sigh, easy to say but it won't be easy to do. sigh. sigh. sigh. i hate to always sigh sigh and sigh without move on.
what we could have been, 9:09 PM.
Sederet percakapan singkat di messenger (lagi-lagi) dengan si Raden aka Nicha. (Iyuuugh so imut)
cinanhero: den si uwa membuat facebook yach?
Nicha Nicha: oiya?
Nicha Nicha: bitch
Nicha Nicha: ahaha
Nicha Nicha: biarin ajalah
cinanhero: memangnya kamu belum di'add slut? aku aja sudah
Nicha Nicha: aing ngapalin dulu ya cin
cinanhero: ngapalin naon maneh?
Nicha Nicha: wawawa, ga akan aing confirm
cinanhero: oke lah aink ge ngapalkeun enke subuh. babantuan yak besok
cinanhero: kunaon? eta teh uwa maneh
cinanhero: bel
Nicha Nicha: biologi ach
Nicha Nicha: oke
Kenapa gw post? slny tiap YMan sm Raden tuh ujung2nya ga akan baleg. Mulai dari bahasa2 so imut sampe bahasa sunda kasar. eaaa. Emng si raden jagonya bahasa 'gauulzz naggh BIP getooch'
cinanhero: den si uwa membuat facebook yach?
Nicha Nicha: oiya?
Nicha Nicha: bitch
Nicha Nicha: ahaha
Nicha Nicha: biarin ajalah
cinanhero: memangnya kamu belum di'add slut? aku aja sudah
Nicha Nicha: aing ngapalin dulu ya cin
cinanhero: ngapalin naon maneh?
Nicha Nicha: wawawa, ga akan aing confirm
cinanhero: oke lah aink ge ngapalkeun enke subuh. babantuan yak besok
cinanhero: kunaon? eta teh uwa maneh
cinanhero: bel
Nicha Nicha: biologi ach
Nicha Nicha: oke
Kenapa gw post? slny tiap YMan sm Raden tuh ujung2nya ga akan baleg. Mulai dari bahasa2 so imut sampe bahasa sunda kasar. eaaa. Emng si raden jagonya bahasa 'gauulzz naggh BIP getooch'
what we could have been, 8:52 PM.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Gotta sleep as soon as posible. zzz~ a day will be change about a couple of hours. i don't wanna feel sleepy tomorrow when i'm school. watta great day tday?! yeeee i met my EF friends. I MISS YOU A LOT GUUUUUUUUUUYS! i swear. well let's the story begin. yippiiiii~
My dad said that he'll come late for pick me up in Daniel, so i prefer to wait in EF. Then zanti sent me there. and i met diska, razi, and hari (my lovely family from EF) yeeeeee i miss them a lot! long time no see guys :* fuckin' miss yoooooooooooou! im so surprised when knew that all of them still remember me and hug me. aaaaaa loves you more! by the way, i met my old friends too there. (syawal and izzan) i met elsa's 'kecengan' too. hahahhaha he's cute baby! find them and i'll support you. Me, diska, razi, and hari, chatted lotta things till hari and razi forgot that he must go home. lol. dorky! after they went home, me and diska talked much.
Finally smbody pick diska up and i waited alone -.- zzz~ i didn't have smthing which can cooperated me coz i forgot to bring my phone. sigh. poor me. after a couple of minutes, my dady came and my family from Batam came too. We bought many food (martabak, noodle,fried rice, and many more. means i forgot. lol) and i think i ate too much T_T
i met him on 2nd break time. i greated him and tried to do as usual. im tiret and still don't understand wif this situation. does he think same as me? nope i think. he already busy wif his new activities that, honesty makin' me sad to know it. well, better i never know everything and don't meet him in several time to makin' me feeling better. i know, now ima feeling better and i wanna much better than now. i don't wanna thinkin' of him anymore cause it just makin' me more more more get hurt!
Hopefully, i'll meet my EF family (monday+friday) ASAP! loves you :*
My dad said that he'll come late for pick me up in Daniel, so i prefer to wait in EF. Then zanti sent me there. and i met diska, razi, and hari (my lovely family from EF) yeeeeee i miss them a lot! long time no see guys :* fuckin' miss yoooooooooooou! im so surprised when knew that all of them still remember me and hug me. aaaaaa loves you more! by the way, i met my old friends too there. (syawal and izzan) i met elsa's 'kecengan' too. hahahhaha he's cute baby! find them and i'll support you. Me, diska, razi, and hari, chatted lotta things till hari and razi forgot that he must go home. lol. dorky! after they went home, me and diska talked much.
Finally smbody pick diska up and i waited alone -.- zzz~ i didn't have smthing which can cooperated me coz i forgot to bring my phone. sigh. poor me. after a couple of minutes, my dady came and my family from Batam came too. We bought many food (martabak, noodle,fried rice, and many more. means i forgot. lol) and i think i ate too much T_T
i met him on 2nd break time. i greated him and tried to do as usual. im tiret and still don't understand wif this situation. does he think same as me? nope i think. he already busy wif his new activities that, honesty makin' me sad to know it. well, better i never know everything and don't meet him in several time to makin' me feeling better. i know, now ima feeling better and i wanna much better than now. i don't wanna thinkin' of him anymore cause it just makin' me more more more get hurt!
Hopefully, i'll meet my EF family (monday+friday) ASAP! loves you :*
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
i'm crying suddenly. ima crying of all which stuck in my mind. i wanna scream loudly and makin' everybody who' did worst get some regret and i'll laugh of it. WTF zzzz~ fuckin' slut what the hell is going on? damn it.
what we could have been, 1:59 PM.
continue: BOLANG SEBELUM PESTA
TRAGEDI DI MALAM HARI
Sampe rumah zanti, gw mandi di atas dan zanti mandi di bawah. Fara masih nunggu. Zanti selesai dluan, jadinya Fara mandi di bawah deh. Pas fara lagi mandi, tiba2 jeng jeeeng.. .. Yaqfi nino luki dateng. Kita belom apa2 lagi wtf zzz>>??<><#$%TY! Setelah hampir 1jam nunggu (maaf yaaa!) akhirnya kita brangkat juga sekitar jam 7an. Pas tanjakan tinggi, tiba2 ga kuat nanjak dooong~ aaarrrgghhh panik gw. Untung nino pinter jadi aja mundur dlu, trus maju pelan2. (fuuh) dan si nino malah menggurui lagi "makanya fi mobil jgn dipake sprint2 mulu, jadi aja ban'nya ompong blablabla" dan lagi enak2 jalan tiba2.. .. ..
BRAAAAAK..
Sebuah mobil sialan nabrak mobil blakang yaqfi dan kabur lah tu mobil. ggggrrrr~ Mana yg skrg agak parah lagi sampe sobek bemper'nya. Fi sabar yaaa maaf bgt! bgt!
Nino ngomong "ah kalian sih dandan'nya lama. Jadi aja buru2" shit man~ makin ngerasa bersalah! dan jalanan pun macet. ah ngeselin -.- untung aja ternyata pada ngaret. si yaqfi luki pake acara takut telat manggung lagi. ternyata oh ternyata pas kita ber 6 dateng juga belom ada yg manggung anak2. zzzzzz~
dan yang paling paling makan tempat, gitar'nya luki pake acara ditidurin di kursi blakang lagi ohmygod! berasa elite dah tu gitar, kita aja sempit2an 4an di tengah gtu kjawyewgcfyeshcfey~
then the happy time from morning slowly ended since i met him. The one that really makin' me hurt. The one that i really miss, but i must refrain. Ima tired with all judge for me. im trying to do as usual in front of other people especially his friends. I hate when your friend tell me some hurt, but i didn't. i mean, i didn't do as what your friend thinking.
Sampe rumah zanti, gw mandi di atas dan zanti mandi di bawah. Fara masih nunggu. Zanti selesai dluan, jadinya Fara mandi di bawah deh. Pas fara lagi mandi, tiba2 jeng jeeeng.. .. Yaqfi nino luki dateng. Kita belom apa2 lagi wtf zzz>>??<><#$%TY! Setelah hampir 1jam nunggu (maaf yaaa!) akhirnya kita brangkat juga sekitar jam 7an. Pas tanjakan tinggi, tiba2 ga kuat nanjak dooong~ aaarrrgghhh panik gw. Untung nino pinter jadi aja mundur dlu, trus maju pelan2. (fuuh) dan si nino malah menggurui lagi "makanya fi mobil jgn dipake sprint2 mulu, jadi aja ban'nya ompong blablabla" dan lagi enak2 jalan tiba2.. .. ..
BRAAAAAK..
Sebuah mobil sialan nabrak mobil blakang yaqfi dan kabur lah tu mobil. ggggrrrr~ Mana yg skrg agak parah lagi sampe sobek bemper'nya. Fi sabar yaaa maaf bgt! bgt!
Nino ngomong "ah kalian sih dandan'nya lama. Jadi aja buru2" shit man~ makin ngerasa bersalah! dan jalanan pun macet. ah ngeselin -.- untung aja ternyata pada ngaret. si yaqfi luki pake acara takut telat manggung lagi. ternyata oh ternyata pas kita ber 6 dateng juga belom ada yg manggung anak2. zzzzzz~
dan yang paling paling makan tempat, gitar'nya luki pake acara ditidurin di kursi blakang lagi ohmygod! berasa elite dah tu gitar, kita aja sempit2an 4an di tengah gtu kjawyewgcfyeshcfey~
then the happy time from morning slowly ended since i met him. The one that really makin' me hurt. The one that i really miss, but i must refrain. Ima tired with all judge for me. im trying to do as usual in front of other people especially his friends. I hate when your friend tell me some hurt, but i didn't. i mean, i didn't do as what your friend thinking.
what we could have been, 11:07 AM.
BOLANG SEBELUM PESTA
(eaa)
Jadi dari jumat (setelah dapet invitation card Ema's bday) kita pada mikir 'pake baju apa yah?' well kita harus pake berwarna polos alias 1warna. Ada yg udah punya, ada yg mau beli. Jadi banyak anak2 yang janjian hari sabtu siang buat sekedar beli kado brg, hunting baju bareng, atau siap2 bareng.
Hari sabtunya..
Cheers jam 8. (Pasti pada ngaret) dan memang betul! gw baru brangkat jam stengah 9. Sampe suci jam 9an lah. Ka.Oni (ngegantiin teh femi) aja baru dateng. Akhirnya kita latian sampe jam 12 dan nyobain banyak gaya baru (parah asik banget) biarpun latian'nya di luar gor gr2 gor dikunci dengan alasan LIBUR WAISAK. skitar jam 1an yaqfi jemput dan kita bertiga (yaqfi zanti cinan) mulai nge'bolang dengan mobil livina yang cukup mulus (eaa).
Tujuan pertama:
- EST. zanti nyari sepatu, cinan nyari baju. (belom nemu apa2)
- Ke rumah fara. penjemputan paksa! (Fara yg tadinya janji ikut tiba2 batal. Akhirnya kita nongol di rmh fara tiba2 dan fara'nya masih pake daster.) eaaa. Setelah nunggu hampir 45menitan, fara pun keluar dan kita mulai lagi perjalanan.
- d'secret. Cinan nyari baju dan ga ketemu.
- Grow. Beli kado.
- EST. zanti beli sepatu, dan akhirnya cinan nemu dress. (gila knp coba ga dari awal aja nemu'nya jadi kan ga perlu buang2 waktu ke d'secret.)
Jam sudah menunjukan jam 5 lebih dan yaqfi belom pulang ke rmhnya + cewe2 juga belom ganti baju+mandi. Akhirnya kita pisah di EST, yaqfi pulang ke rmhnya naek mobil, dan mulailah gw fara zanti ngebolang (yang sesungguhnya) ke rmh zanti. kita jalan dulu sampe SMA 3, trus naek angkot apa gtu (lupa) turun lah di depan terminal tas (untung ada blue bird) akhirnya kita ganti naek si biru yg lebih elite dikit (taxi maksutnya) eeeeh si tukang taksi kualat gara2 muter2in jalan biar lama gtu, kita kena macet total di deket komplex rumah zanti. Yaa daripada kena macet total ga jelas, maju ga bisa mundur ga bisa, akhirnya kita memutuskan u/ jalan kaki ke rmh zanti. (lewat jalan super mudun yang ga kira2 sampe hampir ngegelinding) eaa.
Kira2 beberapa langkah sebelum sampe rumah zanti, eeeh nyokapnya tiba2 dateng. dan nebeng lah kita. Jam sudah menunjukan jam 6 lebih sedikit.. .. ..
to be continue. . .
what we could have been, 8:50 AM.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
wow besok masuk skolah lagi. brarti gw ga bisa sering2 update blog lagi ky kmaren2 (secara kmaren libur 4hari) bisa nulis sehari 3x klo ga ad kerjaan xD hopefully tomorrow will be very fascinating til' i can't forgot that day. amen.
Well, tadi gw sm mami (cynthia) baru ngebahas putusnya seseorang teman kami yg disinyalir adanya kdrt. (ea ea banget daaah). tiba2 gw inget sesuatu. Inget gw pernah berantem sm seseorang di rumah pula, kyny gw bner2 bikin dia kesel tapi dia sama sekali ga nyentuh gw (maksutnya kekerasan gtu) dia cuma ngeliatin (dengan tampang serem) sambil ngebanting HPnya dan nyungsep'lah tuh HP yang tidak berdosa ke kolong kasur. Gw minta maaf, tapi dia cuma bilang "iyaa" dengan nada kepaksa sambil tidur di kasur lagi. Gw berusaha ngambil HPnya tapi sm dia dilarang. Kalo ga salah, d stu pertama kalinya gw ngerasa bener2 bersalah+tulus minta maaf sm org itu. (aaa sedih kalo inget) 1sisi positif yang bisa gw ambil dari orang itu, dia ga pernah main kasar sama cewe. thank you :*
Well, tadi gw sm mami (cynthia) baru ngebahas putusnya seseorang teman kami yg disinyalir adanya kdrt. (ea ea banget daaah). tiba2 gw inget sesuatu. Inget gw pernah berantem sm seseorang di rumah pula, kyny gw bner2 bikin dia kesel tapi dia sama sekali ga nyentuh gw (maksutnya kekerasan gtu) dia cuma ngeliatin (dengan tampang serem) sambil ngebanting HPnya dan nyungsep'lah tuh HP yang tidak berdosa ke kolong kasur. Gw minta maaf, tapi dia cuma bilang "iyaa" dengan nada kepaksa sambil tidur di kasur lagi. Gw berusaha ngambil HPnya tapi sm dia dilarang. Kalo ga salah, d stu pertama kalinya gw ngerasa bener2 bersalah+tulus minta maaf sm org itu. (aaa sedih kalo inget) 1sisi positif yang bisa gw ambil dari orang itu, dia ga pernah main kasar sama cewe. thank you :*
what we could have been, 9:16 PM.
Finally, i prefer stay @ home. my mom didn't allow me to go out. she's right, i need to rest and preparing for tomorrow. i think tmrw will be very tired w/ my activities. i got stomachache every morning it 'cause i always ate spicy food everyday zzz. a food will not delicious without some spicy but it makes my stomache feeling not good -.- then yesterday night i 'terpaksa' ate supa delicious 'mie tek-tek' without chili. lol.
tday i will not meet anyone. i mean my school friends. i got greatest holiday started from saturday until wednesday :) thank you fellas! muaaaaaaaach :*
i got hella bored now. sigh.
tday i will not meet anyone. i mean my school friends. i got greatest holiday started from saturday until wednesday :) thank you fellas! muaaaaaaaach :*
i got hella bored now. sigh.
what we could have been, 10:13 AM.
Good Morning Dudeeeeeeeeeee :*
(Morning kisses) eaa.
Oke, the hatest thing in my holiday is when somebody DISTURB my sleeping beauty. aaarrrggg~ yesterday my mom did it and tday my dad did it. shit man. i slept too night so when i woke up too morning, i feel bad mood and headache suddenly. i wanna sleep again but i must arrive in 'samping' @ 10 so i must prepare asap. Agi already preparing surprise for Ema, she's 17 tday. We'll go to Ema's and hopefully Agi's planning will be success.
Well i didn't prepare anything yet, belom mandi dan gatau mau pake baju apa. my mom said "stay at home tday and recover ur flu, okay?" but i didn't answer anything coz im still felt a sleep. but im interest to join them 'cause we'll 'wisata kuliner' after go to ema's house. in the other side, im feeling tired and wanna stay @ home.
Planning today:
1. Surprise for Ema
2. Wisata kuliner
3. Prepare for tomorrow (back to school)
4. Sleep earlier
(Morning kisses) eaa.
Oke, the hatest thing in my holiday is when somebody DISTURB my sleeping beauty. aaarrrggg~ yesterday my mom did it and tday my dad did it. shit man. i slept too night so when i woke up too morning, i feel bad mood and headache suddenly. i wanna sleep again but i must arrive in 'samping' @ 10 so i must prepare asap. Agi already preparing surprise for Ema, she's 17 tday. We'll go to Ema's and hopefully Agi's planning will be success.
Well i didn't prepare anything yet, belom mandi dan gatau mau pake baju apa. my mom said "stay at home tday and recover ur flu, okay?" but i didn't answer anything coz im still felt a sleep. but im interest to join them 'cause we'll 'wisata kuliner' after go to ema's house. in the other side, im feeling tired and wanna stay @ home.
Planning today:
1. Surprise for Ema
2. Wisata kuliner
3. Prepare for tomorrow (back to school)
4. Sleep earlier
what we could have been, 7:18 AM.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
CARA MEMBANGUNKAN TIDUR PALING AMPUH!
Jadi ceritanya tadi pagi (sekitar jam stengah 6) nyokap gw tiba2 membangunkan dan langsung duduk di kasur gw. Hal pertama yg gw pikirin (alhamdulilah udah pagi, berhubung semalem gw baru tidur jam 2an gara2 kebayang2 nene2 serem di film coming soon). lanjut.. Mata gw masih burem2 gitu + serap kan. gw cuma denger "Ta tolong masukin benang ke jarum dong." Yaudah gw ngangkat tangan aja berusaha menggapai jarum yg tak kunjung berasa di tangan gw. Shit gw ngelindur sesaat. Akhirnya (dengan BT tapi ga tega) gw setengah duduk gw ngambil jarum dan benang'nya juga. Siaaaal mata gw masih rabun dan bolongan jarum'nya kecil bgt, jadi aja ga masuk2 dah tu benang. Akhirnya gw pun memilih menyerah.
Me: Ga bisa ah Ma. Mata aku masih burem nih. (Ngembaliin jarum+benang ke si mama)
Mom: (muka memelas) Yah kancing baju mama copot, gimana dong?
Sebagai anak yang baik, gw pun ga tega mendengar kata2 nyokap dan melihat muka'nya (eaa lebay) Akhirnya gw ngambil lagi jarum+benang di tangan nyokap sambil mikir 'buset dah kaya ga ada baju laen aja nih yg mau dipake' well, gw harus mengucek mata berkali2 + ngedip2 berkali2 sampe akhirnya BERHASIL. yeaaah gw lngsung tidur lagi didalem selimut yg super hangat setelah nyokap bilang "thank you."
Tapi oh Tapi, ini belom selesai. Beberapa detik kemudian nyokap masuk kamar lagi sambil bilang "Taaaa benang'nya ko belom masuk?" shit man! pasti lepas deh. pasti nyokap gw ga bener nih megangnya. Akhirnya gw duduk lagi dan mengulang masukin benang yang super tipis ke bolongan jarum yang super kecil juga. (Lebih lama prosesnya dari masukin benang yg pertama). udah gw jilat tuh benang eeeh tetep gamau masuk juga. Akhirnya gw minta diambilin gunting. Fuuuh untung ga beberapa lama masuk juga tuh benang. Dan nyokap gw ngeloyor pergi (pasti lupa bilang makasih deh) tapi gw males protes.
Gw berniat tidur lagi, tapi mata gueeeeeeeeeeeee! Keburu seger gara2 kelamaan berusaha masukin benang ke jarum. huh. akhirnya gw pun mendengarkan lagu lagi deh. butterfly by jason mraz. Dan akhirnya gw ketiduran dan bangun jam 9.30. Oh My Gooooood semua org udah pergi tanpa meninggalkan gw duit jajan sepeserpun. shit man. Untung diatas kulkas ada duit yaa cukup lah buat gw jajan hari ini. hehehehe comot aaaaah!
Oke, bagi anda Ibu2 atau siapapun yang mau membangunkan orang (Yg susah dibangunin) kyny cara nyokap gw ampuh juga hanya dengan:
1. sebuah jarum yang lubangnya kecil + seutas benang
2. muka memelas
Selamat mencobaaaaaaaaa.. .. ..
Me: Ga bisa ah Ma. Mata aku masih burem nih. (Ngembaliin jarum+benang ke si mama)
Mom: (muka memelas) Yah kancing baju mama copot, gimana dong?
Sebagai anak yang baik, gw pun ga tega mendengar kata2 nyokap dan melihat muka'nya (eaa lebay) Akhirnya gw ngambil lagi jarum+benang di tangan nyokap sambil mikir 'buset dah kaya ga ada baju laen aja nih yg mau dipake' well, gw harus mengucek mata berkali2 + ngedip2 berkali2 sampe akhirnya BERHASIL. yeaaah gw lngsung tidur lagi didalem selimut yg super hangat setelah nyokap bilang "thank you."
Tapi oh Tapi, ini belom selesai. Beberapa detik kemudian nyokap masuk kamar lagi sambil bilang "Taaaa benang'nya ko belom masuk?" shit man! pasti lepas deh. pasti nyokap gw ga bener nih megangnya. Akhirnya gw duduk lagi dan mengulang masukin benang yang super tipis ke bolongan jarum yang super kecil juga. (Lebih lama prosesnya dari masukin benang yg pertama). udah gw jilat tuh benang eeeh tetep gamau masuk juga. Akhirnya gw minta diambilin gunting. Fuuuh untung ga beberapa lama masuk juga tuh benang. Dan nyokap gw ngeloyor pergi (pasti lupa bilang makasih deh) tapi gw males protes.
Gw berniat tidur lagi, tapi mata gueeeeeeeeeeeee! Keburu seger gara2 kelamaan berusaha masukin benang ke jarum. huh. akhirnya gw pun mendengarkan lagu lagi deh. butterfly by jason mraz. Dan akhirnya gw ketiduran dan bangun jam 9.30. Oh My Gooooood semua org udah pergi tanpa meninggalkan gw duit jajan sepeserpun. shit man. Untung diatas kulkas ada duit yaa cukup lah buat gw jajan hari ini. hehehehe comot aaaaah!
Oke, bagi anda Ibu2 atau siapapun yang mau membangunkan orang (Yg susah dibangunin) kyny cara nyokap gw ampuh juga hanya dengan:
1. sebuah jarum yang lubangnya kecil + seutas benang
2. muka memelas
Selamat mencobaaaaaaaaa.. .. ..
what we could have been, 11:13 AM.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
still can't sleep and nothing to do zzz~ prefer to write smthin here, right? lol. ima listening butterfly by Jason Mraz and repeat this again and again 'cause it reminds me of jakarta in pula's car. yaqfi looked so 'gaptek' when he touched the touch screen radio repeatedly hahahhaha. peace dude! i gotta do my homework asap 'cause we'll back to school a day after tomorrow. but im still don't mood to do it. (as usual) still chatting with elsa, bangga, and chika. she's my new friend ^^
Well, tday we should doing our indonesian's proposal but we didn't. just met in 'samping' and went to PVJ watched damn it & mesin cuci's perform. and great! i came late so i couldn't see damn it's perform. luckily we came as same as mesin cuci's perform. lol. so yaqfi (exactly) feeling so happy when looked his GF. yihahahahahhaha.
i took some photos with fuckin' cuteeeeeeeees hat that sell in pvj. me, zanti, and sasa tried this and fara taken some photo of us. here's.. .. ..
i love sasa's hat! fuckin' cutes! and zanti's hat in the 2nd photo. aaaaa i made some stupidity. i wore the hat 'kurang turun' eaa dunno wat d english :P it's da most unique hat i ever looked. wanna buy some, but the price 99.000rupiah and i don't bring lotta money huhuhu!~ i wanna buy sasa's wore. okay, next time i must invite my mom to PVJ and buy it ahahahha~
Well, tday we should doing our indonesian's proposal but we didn't. just met in 'samping' and went to PVJ watched damn it & mesin cuci's perform. and great! i came late so i couldn't see damn it's perform. luckily we came as same as mesin cuci's perform. lol. so yaqfi (exactly) feeling so happy when looked his GF. yihahahahahhaha.
i took some photos with fuckin' cuteeeeeeeees hat that sell in pvj. me, zanti, and sasa tried this and fara taken some photo of us. here's.. .. ..
i love sasa's hat! fuckin' cutes! and zanti's hat in the 2nd photo. aaaaa i made some stupidity. i wore the hat 'kurang turun' eaa dunno wat d english :P it's da most unique hat i ever looked. wanna buy some, but the price 99.000rupiah and i don't bring lotta money huhuhu!~ i wanna buy sasa's wore. okay, next time i must invite my mom to PVJ and buy it ahahahha~
Okay, after watched mesin cuci's perform, we had window shopping in sogo and lunch (at 4) in cafe halaman. i wanna smthin' spicy (always). so i ate nasi capcay and lumpia udang. lol. ima too hungry or just 'laper mata' then i ordered 2portions. ckckck. bangkuuuut!
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
Barusan bgt gw chat sama si raden di yahoo and here's.. .. ..
kita ber alay ria gituloooo~ (kyny aden lbih berpengalaman. eaa)
cinanhero: raden besok mau nntn bareng di rumah zanti nich
Nicha Nicha: jamzz?
Nicha Nicha: aqw adha perlu nic
cinanhero: ndak tau
cinanhero: perlu apvah?
Nicha Nicha: sma mummy
Nicha Nicha: and sister aqw
Nicha Nicha: hangout
cinanhero: mau hengot kmanceu gtuuch?
Nicha Nicha: ga tau nc
cinanhero: yah klou bisa iquuud iiach!
Nicha Nicha: iyupppzz
Nicha Nicha: kabharinzz adjh iyup
cinanhero: iia, ntar ngumpulzz di samping ajah jam 12 / 1 keyyyz?
Nicha Nicha: wow okzz
Nicha Nicha: syp ajaah?
Nicha Nicha: kamizz aja deccc
Nicha Nicha: yayaya
cinanhero: yaach ggak bisa. kmis aqew krja klompogz
cinanhero: bsug aja iiach. nakz2 dah pd mau nich
Nicha Nicha: syp adja iiank bsa?
cinanhero: wah ndak tau pasti nich aqew.
cinanhero: iiank pasti mah bru aqew, fara, zanti, ndak tau lagi nich syp yg d ajak
cinanhero: adel antara iqued kita / iqued putu klaz i'pe'ez
Nicha Nicha: yaudh, kabar2ii iiuphz ke henpun qw
cinanhero: iyach, nich aqew lgi koling2an sm fara en adel en zanti
Nicha Nicha: guudzz
i'll wring my great activities tday after i finnish talkin' smthing important with aden. brb~
kita ber alay ria gituloooo~ (kyny aden lbih berpengalaman. eaa)
cinanhero: raden besok mau nntn bareng di rumah zanti nich
Nicha Nicha: jamzz?
Nicha Nicha: aqw adha perlu nic
cinanhero: ndak tau
cinanhero: perlu apvah?
Nicha Nicha: sma mummy
Nicha Nicha: and sister aqw
Nicha Nicha: hangout
cinanhero: mau hengot kmanceu gtuuch?
Nicha Nicha: ga tau nc
cinanhero: yah klou bisa iquuud iiach!
Nicha Nicha: iyupppzz
Nicha Nicha: kabharinzz adjh iyup
cinanhero: iia, ntar ngumpulzz di samping ajah jam 12 / 1 keyyyz?
Nicha Nicha: wow okzz
Nicha Nicha: syp ajaah?
Nicha Nicha: kamizz aja deccc
Nicha Nicha: yayaya
cinanhero: yaach ggak bisa. kmis aqew krja klompogz
cinanhero: bsug aja iiach. nakz2 dah pd mau nich
Nicha Nicha: syp adja iiank bsa?
cinanhero: wah ndak tau pasti nich aqew.
cinanhero: iiank pasti mah bru aqew, fara, zanti, ndak tau lagi nich syp yg d ajak
cinanhero: adel antara iqued kita / iqued putu klaz i'pe'ez
Nicha Nicha: yaudh, kabar2ii iiuphz ke henpun qw
cinanhero: iyach, nich aqew lgi koling2an sm fara en adel en zanti
Nicha Nicha: guudzz
i'll wring my great activities tday after i finnish talkin' smthing important with aden. brb~
what we could have been, 9:05 PM.
WELCOME HOMMIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
(ea lebay pdhl baru 1hari nginep d rmh widya)
yg jaraknya ke rmh sangatlah dekat, ngesot pun bisa kalo niat. eaaa
kmaren akhirnya widya menjemput jam 12 kurang sedikiiiiiiit. dan caw lah kita ke daerah sekolah. Ternyata oh ternyata si widya mau ketemuan dulu sm lucky di skolah untuk membicarakan band2 apalah gw kaga ngerti. yg ada di pikiran gw cuma "Asoooy mw makan enak. eaaa" pas sampe di samping, ternyata oh ternyata lagi. jeng jeng jeeeeeeng (ea lebay) ada sesosok lelaki berkaca mata hitam turun dari livina abu2 dan numpang masuk ke mobil widya. Oh my goooooood~ yaqfi lagi yaqfi lagi. (ahahhaha bercanda deng fi. suatu anugerah gw bertemu lu) hoek~ akhirnya kita 4an pergi ke rmh Orin. habis dari situ kita ngedrop mobilnya yaqfi di tempat cuci mobil dan caw lah ke pvj nemenin lucky daftar band. aduh tajir bgt ya si yaqfi nyuci mobil aja pake ke saln mobil sgala wkwkwkwk pdhl malem2nya juga hujan lagi hahahhaha.
Sesampainya di pvj.. .. ..
langsung menuju e-plex (bener kaga yah nulisnya) ea. dan kita harus menaiki tangga e-plex yaaang banyak dan panjang sekali. begitu masuk, gw kaga ngerti kan itu tempat apaan :P akhirnya nanya2 deh ke si mbak'nya. ternyata oh ternyata (lagi) d stu tempat kita menyalurkan mimpi / bakat. bisa casting, nntn film indie, ngeband, jadi pembawa berita, and many more (intinya, gw lupa bisa ngapain lagi). Setelah 1jam lebih nampaknya kita disana, tiba'lah pada saatnya makan siang dan perut kita sudah bersariosa dengan indahnya. seperti biasa bingung mau makan dmn -.- (dan jgn bilang KFC lagiiii. bosen dong dongssss. skolah KFC, masa PVJ juga KFC. eaaa)
D'KIOSK!
oke, makan'lah kita disana. gw pesen tahu gejrot without shallot with 7 chillies but the taste isn't too spicy zzzz~ pdhl udah ngebayangin tahu gejrot super pedas. gw makan nasgor special minta pedes, eeeeh ga pedes juga rasanya. jadi, lidah gw yg salah atau emng produk cabai jaman skrg sudah tidak pedas lagi? (wanjirrr blagu man)
setelah dari situ, kita pisah sm luki+yaqfi di tempat cucian dan caw lah 3wanita cantik ini (hoeeek) ke movie room. mau beli film hantu ceritanya :P tapiiiii pas nyoba film'nya ga ada yg berani tea. akhirnya beli'lah coming soon dan autopsi. dan mampir sebentar ke daniel bertemu ayu zanti lita. anjir kangen laaaaaaaah, bnyak crita tapi gw ga bisa lama2 zzz~
sampe rumah widya .. ..
si tami mencak2 gamau ikut nntn ahahhaha. parahlah ternyata kita 4an takut film hantu smua zzz~. akhirnya cinan orin pada nginep d rmh widya. oh my goooooood~ nntn film hantu aj heboh pisan lah sampe tumpuk2an d kasur. eaa~ trus sii widya lagi, pake meluk2 bikin makin panas aja. dan dia bilang "ganti lah serem nih.. serem.." pdhl dia kan molor daritadi eaaa~ dan molornya membelakangin TV maning ckck. oke, akhirnya gw tertidur gatau jam berapa dan bangun jam stengah 9an.
to be continue. . .
what we could have been, 9:43 AM.
Monday, May 4, 2009
xxxx.xxxxx: gw kemaren jumat ke rmh *****
cinanhero: terus
xxxx.xxxxx: trus s dia bilang gni
xxxx.xxxxx: knapa s cinan jd gt s
xxxx.xxxxx: semenjak putus jd berubah
_______________________________________
xxxx.xxxxx: s ***** kan skrng sibuk smsan ama yg lain
cinanhero: iya tau. yaudah lah biarin aja gw kan bukan cewenya gtulooo
cinanhero: ***** maksut lo?
xxxx.xxxxx: ho oh
xxxx.xxxxx: itu mksd gw
xxxx.xxxxx: td gw mw bilang tp tkut lunya ga enak
xxxx.xxxxx: hehe
cinanhero: udah masalah lama itu mah
xxxx.xxxxx: lu pertama tw dari siapa?
xxxx.xxxxx: klo mereka deket
cinanhero: tau sendiri. udah lama juga slny
xxxx.xxxxx: iya s
zzzzzzzz~ can't explain my mood. i don't care abt whatever their do cause i didn't belonging to them. so lalalalallalalalla just forget what he said to me cause it doesn't influence at all. i have my own life so why i must take care of other's life?! i just trying to makin' my life better and makin' me being cheerful again.
aaaaaaaaaaa widya will pick me up @ 12am and i don't have any prepare yet zzz~ i'll go to shower asap. she invite me to 'wisata kuliner' and watch coming soon (elsa and ayu told me that the film was hella bored, but i'll try to watch it) lol. as usual, we're food holic :P
lets enjoy the day, dear!
cinanhero: terus
xxxx.xxxxx: trus s dia bilang gni
xxxx.xxxxx: knapa s cinan jd gt s
xxxx.xxxxx: semenjak putus jd berubah
_______________________________________
xxxx.xxxxx: s ***** kan skrng sibuk smsan ama yg lain
cinanhero: iya tau. yaudah lah biarin aja gw kan bukan cewenya gtulooo
cinanhero: ***** maksut lo?
xxxx.xxxxx: ho oh
xxxx.xxxxx: itu mksd gw
xxxx.xxxxx: td gw mw bilang tp tkut lunya ga enak
xxxx.xxxxx: hehe
cinanhero: udah masalah lama itu mah
xxxx.xxxxx: lu pertama tw dari siapa?
xxxx.xxxxx: klo mereka deket
cinanhero: tau sendiri. udah lama juga slny
xxxx.xxxxx: iya s
zzzzzzzz~ can't explain my mood. i don't care abt whatever their do cause i didn't belonging to them. so lalalalallalalalla just forget what he said to me cause it doesn't influence at all. i have my own life so why i must take care of other's life?! i just trying to makin' my life better and makin' me being cheerful again.
aaaaaaaaaaa widya will pick me up @ 12am and i don't have any prepare yet zzz~ i'll go to shower asap. she invite me to 'wisata kuliner' and watch coming soon (elsa and ayu told me that the film was hella bored, but i'll try to watch it) lol. as usual, we're food holic :P
lets enjoy the day, dear!
what we could have been, 10:24 AM.
Well this morning isn't good enough zzz~ i slept abut 3am and woke up abt 5.30 coz my daddy going furious wif my brother. om my gooooosh i hate that somebody disturbing my sleeping beauty. sigh. my brother stay at home coz he didn't prepare for his exam tday! damn foolish! he just played wif his fellas everytime, every he has break time ckckck and he always going mad if my mom ask him to study smthing.
i'm feeling sleepy but i can't go sleep even im trying. i don't have any to do for this morning. so i prefer to turn on my speedy and ol or update smthin'
last night i turn off my yahoo and msn at 1am and stopped chat with tami and bangga. i watched barneeeey alone in my room till i really felt a sleep. i miss your innocent face, dude. but im sure that i won't let my tears run down again for you. i won't let myself looks so silly again! forget it!
i'll write anything here if i still don't have any to do -.- maybe tday will be supa boring day if i keep stay @ home.
i'm feeling sleepy but i can't go sleep even im trying. i don't have any to do for this morning. so i prefer to turn on my speedy and ol or update smthin'
last night i turn off my yahoo and msn at 1am and stopped chat with tami and bangga. i watched barneeeey alone in my room till i really felt a sleep. i miss your innocent face, dude. but im sure that i won't let my tears run down again for you. i won't let myself looks so silly again! forget it!
i'll write anything here if i still don't have any to do -.- maybe tday will be supa boring day if i keep stay @ home.
what we could have been, 8:29 AM.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
fuuuh~ tday will be finish in a couple of hours and i'm still awake.
i dunno why my feeling can change so easily for several days. smtime i am feeling happy, confuse, angry, going revenge. really unsteady -.- damn it. i can't stay alone or i'll negative thinking too much 'bout anything zzz~ smtime i can't handle myself, i can't resist my tears, i hate myself, and many many moooooooore! i realized, why people arround me can do IT but i can't? why don't you gimme some chance, God? please let me feel what their feel. let me repair all my fault. maybe lotta people thinking "you have great life, cinan!" but i am sure that u only look me from outside. u don't really knw me, know my problems. i just wanna abandon from all my problem!
i'm trying to stop my bad habbit! NEGAVITE THINKING! that's makin' me hurt. makin' me can't breath so easily. makin' me thinking too much till my tears drop. i just wanna let anything flow and being cheerful again. being cinan who always happy like 7 months ago. too many problem now and i can't handle it even though many people supporting me. better i am trying to forget it.
im so thankful to people who always stay arround me and gimme some solution and support!
Thank you fellas! XOXO
i dunno why my feeling can change so easily for several days. smtime i am feeling happy, confuse, angry, going revenge. really unsteady -.- damn it. i can't stay alone or i'll negative thinking too much 'bout anything zzz~ smtime i can't handle myself, i can't resist my tears, i hate myself, and many many moooooooore! i realized, why people arround me can do IT but i can't? why don't you gimme some chance, God? please let me feel what their feel. let me repair all my fault. maybe lotta people thinking "you have great life, cinan!" but i am sure that u only look me from outside. u don't really knw me, know my problems. i just wanna abandon from all my problem!
i'm trying to stop my bad habbit! NEGAVITE THINKING! that's makin' me hurt. makin' me can't breath so easily. makin' me thinking too much till my tears drop. i just wanna let anything flow and being cheerful again. being cinan who always happy like 7 months ago. too many problem now and i can't handle it even though many people supporting me. better i am trying to forget it.
im so thankful to people who always stay arround me and gimme some solution and support!
Thank you fellas! XOXO
what we could have been, 10:48 PM.
Tday's planning!
- hang out w/ my fam
- go to vilore
- have a special dinner (ceileee)
- saloooooooooooooon! creambath+cut ma hair
- read my new novel!
that's enough :p
when i woke up this morning, ima sure that i can say "goodbye sadness .." :) :) :) :) :)
what we could have been, 12:07 PM.
Good Morning (pas mau ngepost udah keburu ga morning) :)
tday i woke up @ 7 maybe. aaarrrgghhh feeling not good w/ almost all my muscles. yesterday i did'n prepare b4 cheers. forgot it. lol. auuuuuch zzz~ makin' me move so hardly.
let's the story begin. eaaa~
Petualangan dengan Angkot!
kemarin ceritanya kan gw mau cheers trus si ayu ngajak bareng "cin bareng gw yuu naek motor".
asiiiiiiiik dong naek motor, sama ayu lagi. pasti rame niiiih! (gitu pikiran gw) akhirnya gw pun dengan rada smangat caw dari rumah menuju rumah ayu dengan menggunakan si biru alias angkot margahayu. sampailah di one way jl.jakarta (kl ga salah) dan si ayu pun menelfon "cin dimana? gw ga jadi chrs nih, mau ke dokter. ntar takutnya ga sempet." whaaa..whaaa..whaaat? gw udah sampe di jalan dan si ayu tiba2 batal. brarti gw cuma punya 2 pilihan
1. ke suci sendiri tapi gw ga tau naek angkot apa.
2. pulang dan gw juga ga tau harus turun angkot dmn slny lagi one way.
setelah berfikir dengan cukup panik (ea lebay) gw memutuskan tetap ke suci biarpun gatau angkot apa. gw pun sms ayu "yu naek angkot apa nih ke suci?" dan si ayu pun membalas sms dengan menerangkan angkot2 yg harus gw naekin. gila ke suci doang ganti 3 angkot bo! dan harus jalan juga dari SMA 14 sampe kantor telkom. ga jauh2 banget sbenernya sih, tapi PANAS GILA!
setelah turun dari angkot ke 3, ternyata oh ternyata gw masih harus nyebrang jalanan suci yg lebar dan padet motor zzz~ jelas2 gw udah berdiri di zebra cross tapi tetep aja ga ada yg mau ngalah T_T blagu nih yg naek mtr+mbl! liat aja kalo ntar lo lagi jalan, sing ga ada yg mau brenti pas lo mau nyeberang! lebok! (anjir jahat gni) setelah bermenit2 berdiri, akhirnyaaaa ada juga selah2 jalanan kosong dan gw berhasil nyebrang.
gw serasa seneng bgt pas sampe suci. berhasil juga naek angkot sndiri dari rumah sampe suci sendiri pula :) setelah cerita2 sm levi, gw lngsung ganti celana pendek dan mulai latian. kita nyobain gaya baru daaaaan.. .. berhasiiiiiiiiiil! biarpun gagal berkali2 dan berhasil cuma 1x. ahahhaha. jam 1 selesai juga latian dan gw memutuskan balik bareng widya tapi dia blom selesai hockey. akhirnya gw menunggu lagi deh sndiri, tiba2 yaqfi dan lucky dateng. Sempet ada lil bit accident malem2 pas mobil yaqfi nyerempet trotoar gara2 lucky belok kemepetan + yaqfi heboh triak pas ada truk dari kejauhan. adoooooooh~ untuuung aja ga parah2 bgt beret'nya. Malemnya setelah makan di bebek mbo.darmo, kita ke IP makan smitten. akhirnyaaaaaaaa ke gramed juga sm mama dan gw beli buku *i love you, Mom* aaaaaa mengharukan abis buku'nya (kata elsa sih) ahahhaa slny gw juga belom sempet baca.
well, here's my activities yesterday and i enjoyed it!
tday i woke up @ 7 maybe. aaarrrgghhh feeling not good w/ almost all my muscles. yesterday i did'n prepare b4 cheers. forgot it. lol. auuuuuch zzz~ makin' me move so hardly.
let's the story begin. eaaa~
Petualangan dengan Angkot!
kemarin ceritanya kan gw mau cheers trus si ayu ngajak bareng "cin bareng gw yuu naek motor".
asiiiiiiiik dong naek motor, sama ayu lagi. pasti rame niiiih! (gitu pikiran gw) akhirnya gw pun dengan rada smangat caw dari rumah menuju rumah ayu dengan menggunakan si biru alias angkot margahayu. sampailah di one way jl.jakarta (kl ga salah) dan si ayu pun menelfon "cin dimana? gw ga jadi chrs nih, mau ke dokter. ntar takutnya ga sempet." whaaa..whaaa..whaaat? gw udah sampe di jalan dan si ayu tiba2 batal. brarti gw cuma punya 2 pilihan
1. ke suci sendiri tapi gw ga tau naek angkot apa.
2. pulang dan gw juga ga tau harus turun angkot dmn slny lagi one way.
setelah berfikir dengan cukup panik (ea lebay) gw memutuskan tetap ke suci biarpun gatau angkot apa. gw pun sms ayu "yu naek angkot apa nih ke suci?" dan si ayu pun membalas sms dengan menerangkan angkot2 yg harus gw naekin. gila ke suci doang ganti 3 angkot bo! dan harus jalan juga dari SMA 14 sampe kantor telkom. ga jauh2 banget sbenernya sih, tapi PANAS GILA!
setelah turun dari angkot ke 3, ternyata oh ternyata gw masih harus nyebrang jalanan suci yg lebar dan padet motor zzz~ jelas2 gw udah berdiri di zebra cross tapi tetep aja ga ada yg mau ngalah T_T blagu nih yg naek mtr+mbl! liat aja kalo ntar lo lagi jalan, sing ga ada yg mau brenti pas lo mau nyeberang! lebok! (anjir jahat gni) setelah bermenit2 berdiri, akhirnyaaaa ada juga selah2 jalanan kosong dan gw berhasil nyebrang.
gw serasa seneng bgt pas sampe suci. berhasil juga naek angkot sndiri dari rumah sampe suci sendiri pula :) setelah cerita2 sm levi, gw lngsung ganti celana pendek dan mulai latian. kita nyobain gaya baru daaaaan.. .. berhasiiiiiiiiiil! biarpun gagal berkali2 dan berhasil cuma 1x. ahahhaha. jam 1 selesai juga latian dan gw memutuskan balik bareng widya tapi dia blom selesai hockey. akhirnya gw menunggu lagi deh sndiri, tiba2 yaqfi dan lucky dateng. Sempet ada lil bit accident malem2 pas mobil yaqfi nyerempet trotoar gara2 lucky belok kemepetan + yaqfi heboh triak pas ada truk dari kejauhan. adoooooooh~ untuuung aja ga parah2 bgt beret'nya. Malemnya setelah makan di bebek mbo.darmo, kita ke IP makan smitten. akhirnyaaaaaaaa ke gramed juga sm mama dan gw beli buku *i love you, Mom* aaaaaa mengharukan abis buku'nya (kata elsa sih) ahahhaa slny gw juga belom sempet baca.
well, here's my activities yesterday and i enjoyed it!
what we could have been, 9:51 AM.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Good Morniiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnngggggggg fellas! ;)
i woke up too morning coz my prone rang. totally disturb my sleeping beauty zzz~ >_<
i sms my friends to asked them abt cheers tday. and the result we're cheers on 10am. omooooo so lazy! ima lazy for take a bath and many many moooooooore! fighting ciiiin! u must go there. no one can delivery me there. eaaaa~ so i'll go with ayu.
planning for today:
1. cheers
2. cut my long hair! it a must. and continue with creambath. yum yuuuum~
3. hang out w/ my mommy! i miss it mom! u're too busy right? huh. every weekend i only hang out w/my friends but someday i miss my family, truly!
4. buy something. it's new month guuuuuuuuuuys! lets shopping. ihihihihihi. i already have shopping list. lol.
5. go to gramedia and buy novel and some books.
6. eat sushi tei / cak udi seafood @ night. nyam nyam nyaaaaam~
7. going sleeping beauty after 00am.
wow can i do all in one day? lol.
i woke up too morning coz my prone rang. totally disturb my sleeping beauty zzz~ >_<
i sms my friends to asked them abt cheers tday. and the result we're cheers on 10am. omooooo so lazy! ima lazy for take a bath and many many moooooooore! fighting ciiiin! u must go there. no one can delivery me there. eaaaa~ so i'll go with ayu.
planning for today:
1. cheers
2. cut my long hair! it a must. and continue with creambath. yum yuuuum~
3. hang out w/ my mommy! i miss it mom! u're too busy right? huh. every weekend i only hang out w/my friends but someday i miss my family, truly!
4. buy something. it's new month guuuuuuuuuuys! lets shopping. ihihihihihi. i already have shopping list. lol.
5. go to gramedia and buy novel and some books.
6. eat sushi tei / cak udi seafood @ night. nyam nyam nyaaaaam~
7. going sleeping beauty after 00am.
wow can i do all in one day? lol.
what we could have been, 8:46 AM.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Super cutes moto-moto illustration that i found in google :p *bighuggie*
wanna drawing like this by my hand -.- ima regret when i didn't buy moto-moto doll in jkt. but zanti said that she looked little moto-moto doll in kids station bandung so i'll buy it ASAP!
moto-moto is really l,kaejr;e[prer.kudhnflaxe damn cutest figure ever. lol.
loves loves loves loooooooooves moto-moto :*
the reason why i love it so much, coz i like mototo's body. auuuuuuch~ fuckin' cuteeeeest!
but being honest, mototo remind me of something. sigh~
what we could have been, 8:58 PM.
akhirnyaaaaaaaaaa libur jugaaa. setelah gembar gembor gosip "ga libur woy!" ada yg bilang juga "liburnya gantian sm anak klas 1". Pas ada pengumuman libur, anak2 langsung heboh, ada yg keluar kelas. Trus anak klas 3 yg ngeliat cuma bilang "ga penting". Mungkin mreka ngerasa 'wah enak bgt mreka libur kita susah2 UAS." om my gooood (ala fitri tropica) , tahun depan gw baru mau ngerasain apa yg mereka rasain. harus bisa! amin. harus masuk SBM / HI!
Istirahat ke 2 makan nasi merecon. buset dah pedes begete. makan'nya pake nasi panas huuuu enak! Masuk ke klas IPS dengerin karin+fara curahan hati (ea). baru bentar masuk, udah ada pengganggu zzz~ (anak'nya si Om Mono) ahahahha piss No!
2jam trakhir cuma nonton drama, anjiiiiiiiiir denise cantik sekaliiiiiiiiiii.! gemes gw liatnya zzz~ pulangnya gw jalan2 dulu bolakbalik WC+UKS+kelas dan entah kemana lagi (lupa.) dan pas kembali ke lorong, ternyata orang yg gw cari sudah pulang :( mungkin ga akan ketemu sampe kamis. dan mungkin juga jumat dia mabal. berarti baru ketemu lagi senin depaaaaaaaan.
inget kejadian singkat istirahat ke 2, sedih lagi jadinya. kejadian beberapa hari lalu, di suci, di tempat parkiran, dan gatau dimana lagi gw juga. gw ga pernah ngeharepin apa2, sumpah. gw cuma gamau dicuekin. Sama kaya lu yg gamau dicuekin. ada kata2 seseorang yg 'dalem'. mungkin dia dengan gampangnya bilang gitu karena dia ga bener2 ngerti masalahnya dan belom pernah ada di posisi gw. iyuuuuugh geleuh lah kata2 gw aahhahahhahaha.
Istirahat ke 2 makan nasi merecon. buset dah pedes begete. makan'nya pake nasi panas huuuu enak! Masuk ke klas IPS dengerin karin+fara curahan hati (ea). baru bentar masuk, udah ada pengganggu zzz~ (anak'nya si Om Mono) ahahahha piss No!
2jam trakhir cuma nonton drama, anjiiiiiiiiir denise cantik sekaliiiiiiiiiii.! gemes gw liatnya zzz~ pulangnya gw jalan2 dulu bolakbalik WC+UKS+kelas dan entah kemana lagi (lupa.) dan pas kembali ke lorong, ternyata orang yg gw cari sudah pulang :( mungkin ga akan ketemu sampe kamis. dan mungkin juga jumat dia mabal. berarti baru ketemu lagi senin depaaaaaaaan.
inget kejadian singkat istirahat ke 2, sedih lagi jadinya. kejadian beberapa hari lalu, di suci, di tempat parkiran, dan gatau dimana lagi gw juga. gw ga pernah ngeharepin apa2, sumpah. gw cuma gamau dicuekin. Sama kaya lu yg gamau dicuekin. ada kata2 seseorang yg 'dalem'. mungkin dia dengan gampangnya bilang gitu karena dia ga bener2 ngerti masalahnya dan belom pernah ada di posisi gw. iyuuuuugh geleuh lah kata2 gw aahhahahhahaha.
what we could have been, 5:05 PM.
